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名前	：	ﾐ�ﾐ��窶墟ｲﾐび墟�ﾂ�ﾐ｡窶｢ﾐ�ﾐ�ｲﾐび厰陳ｬﾐ�ﾐ社｡窶慴�ﾐ��窶墟｡邃｢ﾐ�ﾂ�ﾐｲﾐつｦﾐ�ﾐ��窶墟｡邃｢ﾐ�ﾂ�ﾐ｡邃｢ﾐ�ﾐ��窶墟｡邃｢ﾐ�窶厰陳ｫ
趣味	：	文章書き
分類	：	ネジガユ類ナンデス科パクパクモグ目タブンヒト
身体	：	網膜色素変性症による弱視・視野狭窄(前方５度程度)・色覚異常・夜盲あり。手帳は視覚障害２級。
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26	27	28	29	30	31	-

呪殺

　起きた時点では夢について向き合うのも躊躇われるような、ななだかエネルギーの枯れてる感じがしたんだけど…ここで止めるとずーっと止めちゃいそうだから。

●夢の内容
　二度ねの明晰夢より。体育館にいて…最初はジャンプだったけど、ここから一歩抜け出すために飛ぶ。あまり高く飛べないがそのまま。ドアから飛び出るとｍ、また体育館。同様に低く飛び、出ると外。公演みたいなところで…今度は縦に飛ぶ。やはり落下感はきわどいけどなんとか着地。ラストは２０ｍくらいはいけた。
　どこか林とかの中の小道？嫌味ばかりいっていた昔の友達がいた。戦う。私は呪術と称して両手をつきだし、相手の周りの空間を掴む。空間はなんだか…餅みたいな間食で、そこに指を突き立てて抉り込んでいく。じきに相手の体？に到達し、そこに爪を立てたり挟み込んでねじるようにこすりあわせたりした。すると相手は苦悶の表情を浮かべて呻き声をあげる。気持ちよかった。

●解釈
　体育館は…いい思い出がない。そこから、そこにいる人とは全く別のレベルで抜け出していくが、一度はまた同じ所に出てしまう。そこで諦めずにもう一歩進めば抜け出せる…かな。最初は自分が女性体だった気もするけど記憶が消えた。
　そうえば二つのシーンの間に、長い会談を飛び上がって祠みたいなところに廿里付いてたっけかな？これが最後だったかもしれない。周りは崖みたいなかんじだった気がする。昔のＮ○Ｋ大河ドラマの豊臣秀吉だっけ？のオープニングＣＧにもそんな感じのあったっけ。あんていうか、仏壇の中のあの感じほど金ピカじゃないけどそっち方面なかんじ。
　んで呪術だけど…んー、かなりフラストレーションがたまってたのはあるし、それに対して吐き出そうちう動きはあるのかもしれない。しかし相手のまわりにある見えない守りは…精神的なものか、あるいは直接肉体を傷つけられないことの代わりか、もしくは私が挑んでいるもののとっかかりの入りにくさとか。一度到達して相手を追いつめて…離した。けどまた向かってきたので再度食いついた時にはまた元通りのあの感触。相手が死んだかどうかとかはわからないけど…私も時々は、いや結構しょっちゅう、相手の奥にずばっと突き立ててみたくなる。しない・できないんだけども。

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